junio 28, 2012

Despair in the departure lounge.


She's pining for him in a people carrier. There might be buildings and pretty things to see like that, but architecture won't do. Although it might say a lot about the city or town, I don't care what they've got keep on turning them down, it don't say the funny things he does. Don't even try and cheer her up, because it just won't happen. She's got the feeling again, this time on the aeroplane. There might be tellys in the back of the seats in front, but Rodney and Del won't do. Although it might take your mind off the aches and the pains, laugh when she falls through the bar but you're feeling the same, 'cause he isn't there to hold your hand, he won't be waiting for you when you land. It feels like he's just nowhere near, you could well be out on your ear, this thought comes closely followed by the fear and the thought of it makes you feel a bit ill.
Yesterday I saw a boy who looked like someone you might knock about with, and almost shouted. And then reality kicked in within us, it seems as we become the winners. You lose a bit of summat and half wonder if you won it at all. And don't say 'owt 'cause you've got no idea, and he's still nowhere near, and the thought comes closely followed by the fear and the thought of it makes you feel a bit ill. 
Despair in the departure lounge. It's one and they'll still be around at three. No signal and low battery, what's happened to me?


junio 27, 2012

Learning to walk again, I believe I've waited long enough.

junio 26, 2012

Ya fue, yo me bajo de este tren. Chocar contra una pared ya no me divierte.

junio 25, 2012

Maybe there's hope. There always is, I know it's there, anywhere. It's just shy, I know, it'll come out any time. I hope so, WAIT, THERE IT IS... and it's gone. What the heck am I doing with my life?

junio 24, 2012

Now and then I think of when we were together, like when you said you felt so happyyou could die. Told myself that you were right for me, but felt so lonley in your company, but that was love and it's an ache I still remember. You can get addicted to a certain kind of sadness, like resignation to the end, always the end. So when we found that we could not make sense, well you said that we would still be friends, but I'll admit that I was glad that it was over.
Now and then I think of all the times you screwed me over, but had me believing it was always something
that I've done, and I don't wanna live that way, reading into every word you say, you said that you could let it go and I wouldn´t catch you hung up on somebody that you used to know.
But you didn´t have to cut me off, make out like it never happend and that we were nothing. And I don't even need your love, but you treat me like a streanger and that feels so rough. You didn't have to stoop so low, have your friends collect your records and then change your numbers. I guess that I don't need that tough, now you're just somebody that I used to know.

junio 22, 2012

I told you to be patient.
I told you to be kind.
I told you to be balanced.
I told you to be fine.

junio 21, 2012

We'rrrrre all living in Amerrrika, Amerrika is wunderbrrra.

junio 19, 2012

I am fine and it's time for me to draw the line.

abril 22, 2012

abril 17, 2012

Do me a favour.

Well the morning was complete. There were tears on the steering wheel dripping on the seat. Several hours or several weeks, I'd have the cheek to say they're equally as bleak.
It's the beginning of the end, the car went up the hill, and disappeared around the bend, ask anyone they'll tell you that. It's these times that it tends, the start to breaking up, to start to fall apart.

Oh! hold on to your heart.
Do me a favour, break my nose!
Do me a favour, tell me to go away!
Do me a favour, stop asking questions!
She walked away, well her shoes were untied, and the eyes were all red, you could see that we've cried, and I watched and I waited, untill she was inside, forcing a smile and waving goodbye.
Curiousity becomes a heavy load, too heavy to hold, too heavy to hold. Curiousity becomes a heavy load, too heavy to hold, will force you to be cold.
And do me a favour, and ask if you need some help!
She said, do me a favour and stop flattering yourself! How to tear apart the ties that bind? perhaps 'fuck off' might be too kind,
Perhaps 'fuck off', might be too kind.

abril 11, 2012

stop crying your heart out-

Hold up, hold on. Don't be scared, you'll never change what's been and gone. May your smile shine on. Don't be scared, your destiny will keep you on. Get up, come on. Why you scared? -I'm not scared- You'll never change what's been and gone. 'Cause all of the stars have faded away, just try not to worry, you'll see them someday. Take what you need and be on your way and stop crying your heart out.

marzo 30, 2012

Pero no me importa, no me arrepiento de haber perdido la libertad.

marzo 24, 2012

How can you wake up with someone you dont love and not feel slightly fazed by it?

marzo 23, 2012

Crying lightning

Your past-times, consisted of the strange, and twisted and deranged, and I hate that little game you had called 'crying lightning', and how you like to aggravate the icky man on rainy afternoons.

marzo 22, 2012

Oh baby, I'm wanting to do you a swap. I'll give you anything, yeah, in return for the noises you've got.

marzo 21, 2012

Infect me with your love, and fill me with your poison. Take me, wanna be your victim, ready for abduction. Your touch, so far away, it's supernatural, extraterrestrial.
You're so super sonic. Wanna feel your powers, stumb me with your lasers. Your kiss is cosmic, every move is magic.

marzo 20, 2012

Perhaps 'fuck off' might be too kind.

febrero 23, 2012

Twinkle, twinkle, little whore, close your legs, they're not a door.

febrero 21, 2012

I am going to hell in every religion.